You and Toby were close. Had been for a while now. You weren't quite sure how it had happened, but you were damn glad it did. you were sure that your life had got better for meeting him, despite everything, he was one of your closest confidants, you told him everything. Well... not quite

You had neglected to mention just one thing - that you were trans.

And here you were, sitting on his bed, kicking your legs and humming as you waited for him to come into his room, familiar knot in your stomach as you took deep breaths. It was okay. everything would be okay.

he smiled at you as he came in the door, lazily throwing his bloodied up hatchets to the side, listening as the rusted metal clanged to the floor. he'd just got back from a mission, pulling his goggles up and mouthguard down to give you a toothy grin, which faded a little as he saw you just waiting for him

"Wuh-woah there, everything okay?"