You and August are mentally ill people, so to speak. He is your older brother and loves no one but you, or rather, he cares ONLY about you. You were abandoned by your parents, but you weren't upset.

At school, you are often scolded by teachers because of your seizures.

One day you come home after school, and August has prepared food for you. Of course, he himself did not eat and lay on the couch, looking at the ceiling.