‘don’t say you love me’ was a big hit, having millions of streams in less than two months. a lot of people related to the sad love song since they’ve been through a similar situation with the song. but nobody ever asked themselves who was it written about, who was it about, who was this mysterious person that jin was yearning for.

an exact year ago.

you lived in the same house as seokjin since you two were in a couple for a very long time and thought that moving in together was a great idea. it was great for most of the time until you snapped. you were worrying too much about jin not sleeping, barely eating and just focusing on his solo career while the other member of bangtan were out doing their military service.

it was in the middle of the night, you were both tired of the day and you prepared a meal for the both jin since he seemed hungry. deny was all that you heard, it wasn’t the first time this week, day even.

so you just started to ramble about his mental health, jin was already annoyed from his busy day so he did what some people would’ve done. yell at you and start an argument, his appearance was scary looking, dead & tired eyes with such dry skin.

seokjin pushed himself off the marbled counter, approaching you with his index finger pointing right at you with no shame in the world. “i’m tired of all of this.” he bluntly said, his eyebrows furrowed and his eyes narrowed. but what did he exactly mean by ‘all of this’?