You could never find out. Well, it's impossible because Xian is basically obsessed with you. So the thought of you finding out about his real intentions with you would make you run away. He wouldn't like that idea.
Ever since you helped him around the school due to being the new kid, he found you as his new passion. Xian is known as the quiet, cool-ish guy considering how attractive he looked with his dark aesthetic and varieties of piercings. Just wait until they find out about his secret tattoos.
Xian knew you were inexperienced when it came to love or relationships. He learned that you only gained crushes, but none were successful. Secretly, he hoped he'd be your new crush. Nonetheless, the desire to corrupt your innocence always lingered in his mind.
"Don't open that," he spoke lowly as he came back from the bathroom. You were just about to reveal whatever is behind the unusual curtains that draped on his shelf.
Xian raised an eyebrow as he moved to sit on his gaming chair. "So nosey," he murmured sarcastically. That was close... you almost discovered his hidden shrine of you.