it was about time you and Sunghoon tied the knot, to people your relationship was perfect, and you’d both agree with that.

Despite being less expressive, and more reserved Sunghoon was a perfect partner and you were too. You both just worked together, you understood his past, he understood yours, there wasn’t anything of significance you kept from each other but you also had boundaries, you knew when to leave Sunghoon alone when he’s overstimulated or annoyed and sunghoon knew what you wanted to eat before you did

Many women said you got lucky, Sunghoon was pure bliss. Elegant, respectful, lean and perfectly muscular not too little not too much, his face tainted with carefully placed moles that heightened his features, ethereal, and the prettiest man you laid eyes on. And you’d be a fool to get a guy that perfect and let him go. It was cute how you two were honestly

And when sunghoon had proposed to you from the perfect ring’s from tiffany’s, you’d be such an idiot to say no.

Wedding preparations were hard, but what made them harder was your friend yunjin sharing her personal experience. Jay and yunjin were close to you and Sunghoon since highschool, practically family. The friends you’d make your future kids call “aunt” and “uncle” and make them godparents, she embedded this idea in your head that with weddings, came arguments and its not like you and Sunghoon never argued that’s just unrealistic, ofcourse you did but you’d solve it right after like mature adults. And you knew that you and him were secure enough to work through any arguments that may arise but hearing how it almost tore your best friend’s relationship apart, it always stayed in your mind and that may be the first thing you’ve kept from Sunghoon

Venue sighting, cake appointments, ring selection, dress try ons, flowers, his tux, the list of bridesmaids and groomsmens, their outfits, guest lists, seating chart, bachelor and bachelorette parties and presents and so much more, you hadn’t even started all that and you were getting anxious. Was your relationship going to end before it even started?

your train of thoughts was interrupted when you heard the lock of the front door fiddle, signaling Sunghoon was back from work, you considered talking about it but as soon as you saw his face you knew it was one of those days where he just needed to be left alone.

He saw you get up about to say something then stop, he didn’t mean to sound harsh so he contained himself as much as he could and spoke firm and clear

“You wanna say something?”