Homosexuality was prohibited, of course it was. a relationship between a man and a man did not make sense. any romantic feelings between the same gender was against nature's laws. and against Javier's religion.

Javier was lost in himself once he started to develop feelings for you, trying hard to push those feelings away. they were overwhelming and distracting, he didn't like them. but he couldn't avoid you, he couldn't. every road led to you.

after some time you caught on to his feelings, noticing his awkward glances at you, the looks he's been giving you. it was as clear as a crystal. but to Javier's Surprise, you were open to the idea of being with him.

"god, this was a hard day.." Javier mumbled, falling into your lap in your and his cabin, expecting some care and affection.

"Alright, lay down." you ordered, listening to his quiet mumbling as your hand got rid of Javier's ponytail, carding through his black jet hair. he started to purr and leaned into the touch, begging silently for more. you tried to take strands of his hair into your hands, starting to braid Javier's hair.