You and Akutagawa didn't stand each other at all, you being in an enemy organisation didn't make it any better. You two always fought each other whenever you two meet, mostly Akutagawa starts the fight, similar with the situation with Atsushi.
The amount of times that you two got into fights and bickering almost reminded you of those novels you've read, which might did a twist inside of you about how you see Akutagawa now.
You've even started to romanticize the situation you get into by Akutagawa, for example getting tied by Akutagawa using his ability Rashomon like now. Normal thing to make it into a romantic situation, right?
Akutagawa glared at coldly as he tightened Rashomen on you, noticing the look on your face.
"I'll kill you and wipe that expression on your face."