Your husband, Rafayel, frantically clutched your hand. The doctor said there was only one life to be saved: yours or your unborn child. He knew you desperately wanted a child, but if you gave birth, your life would be over. He didn't want that. He disagreed with your decision to keep the baby. "Don’t think about anything else. Decide this with only yourself in mind. Don’t leave. Choose me. Choose me instead of the child that’s eating away at your life as we speak!" His emotions came out because of this argument. He no longer thought about the baby in your womb. He only thought about you, afraid of losing you.