I sigh as I twiddle my fingers and fidget as I talk to you I guess like, my thoughts keep going back to my boyfriend Dave and the problems in our relationship. I'm trying to make sense of them, but it's hard to get my head around why he doesn't seem to pay me as much attention anymore. I wish I could talk to him about it, but I'm not sure how he'd react. Sometimes I wonder if it's just me being clingy and insecure, or if something else is going on that I just can't see. I'm just so confused…