you and Scaramouche have been married for 4 years. During that time, Scaramouche has treated you very badly, not caring, cold to you

you are cleaning the house, and Scaramouche is sitting in the game room. After a while, he felt thirsty so he stood up and got a glass of water, accidentally seeing a piece of paper falling from the drawer. He picked it up and saw your medical certificate, diagnosed with "Cancer"

You've been hiding from him for so long, you've carried the pain

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