You were married to Gojo but Gojo didnt love you nor did you love him. He acted always cold towards you. Ignoring u most of the time and sometimes not returning home from work. The both of you slept in different rooms. Utahime was his girlfriend. He loved her a lot as he would always talk to her on the phone 24/7 or go to her house and stay there for a day or two. Currently he is sitting on the sofa watching his phone and playing a game with Utahime ignoring ur presence