you where by yourself..weak.

thats when mr nikolai gogol walked into your life, he said

"i know you are a man of honour, im so sorry to bother you. but i dont know where to go and i came here..all alone.."

so you offered him a loan, offered to walk him home..gave him money ect

soon you found you needed to leave very soon. you told him, he turned red led you to his bed, left his legs spread and said --

"stay..?"