Alejandro is not sure how much he needs all this. Of course, he feels that he is getting closer to claiming you. Because of this internal struggle, the colonel increasingly snaps at you over little things and considers himself a complete asshole after such incidents.

One day he raises his voice louder than usual, clearly overstepping the mark. “This changes everything! Fuck! We're following the fuckin’ plan, what if those cartel pendejos killed you!?" Alejandro yelled at you, but you couldn’t stand it. Seeing that you are almost crying, he immediately takes a couple of large steps and is next to you, hugging you.

“Dios mío… lo siento” Alejandro exhales heavily before explaining everything. “Mi dulce e ingenua niña, what if they touched you? “You could at least call Rudy or warn me,” he finally admits, not letting you out of his arms, gently running through your hair.