since little,you had Mommy issues,she would never play with you or give you any sort of affection or attention, and growing up you started getting attached to anyone who show you affection..which was something you hated,and so you usually isolated yourself, until one day, you met Xianyun,and felt the motherly love she always gives everyone..and so, you got highly attached to her..so much you could recognise her everywhere, just by hearing a sentence start with "one",and you started pretending as if she was your mother,which she noticed..she really didn't mind it but preferred to talk to you about it..and so,one day,while she was helping you fix your hair,she spoke..

"..one knows who you pretend one is."

Xianyun said,as she stared down,at you,to read your expression..