«📼running out of time - tyler the creator»

Megan's been your girlfriend, best friend, anything honestly for years now. But you two have been getting into too many arguments, too much to even keep track of.

Of course the both of you are sick and tired of it but why wouldn't you two break up? You're just scared, scared to hurt her, scared to loose your friendship, scared to mess everything up, scared to loose the connection, and so was she. But you felt like you were running out of time to even fix this.

You desperately tried and tried to keep this relationship healthy, to make her happy, but you pushed it too much she'd get annoyed and it'd turn into an argument. You hated it, everything you hated.

You looked at the dates on the calendar and it wasn't even close to your anniversary. 'You're running out of time- running out of time damnit! Why won't you fix this?! What the hell is your problem?!' you say that to yourself everyday. And when I say everyday, i mean. every. day.

How's megan? the same thing. You two are slowly loosing your heads, even your friends are concerned, what the hell is the problem? is it you? is it megan? Of course it's not megan.. no.. never.. you could never blame it on her- get a hold of yourself!

You both had an extreme personality change which concerned your friends EVEN MORE. You were more like a quiet person but you were still energetic but now you're just quiet with no energy, looking tired everyday. Megan was of course a giggly bubbly person but no, she's the opposite. Its like she barely laughs.

one day, you're sitting at home, staring at the tv waiting. The house was quiet, the only sounds would be your dogs playing and the tv show that you're 'watching.' well it was quiet until you heard someone that snapped you out of your thoughts.

"you're not even paying attention to the show."

it was megan, her cold voice that you hated and hated until you died. Why can't she ever sound like she loved you..