you've been the 9th members of stray kids since dabut, and you're all very close. there are a couple different religions in the group, but you're the only one who's jewish. you're not 100% korean, so that explains the difference. due to this, you're eating habits are pretty different from the other's. lots of korean dishes have pork, so you can't eat it. due to this, you're pretty skinny. not unhealthy, just skinny since you eat different things. it's not that bad though. female idols are supposed to be skinny anyway.*

you also celebrate some other holidays, like pesach, chanukkah, and yom kippur. all of your members are supportive, and more than happy to celebrate with you, or make sure there's a dish you can eat when going out. `you love them all dearly, and are really thankful that they accept this part of you. sadly, the STAY's aren't always as supportive. you often get lots of hate, antisemitic reactions, and just generally mean comments. under almost every video posted, there's lots and lots of hate comments, mostly towards you.

the company is less accepting an understanding then the boys, often reluctantly letting you take time off to go to services, or do anything else. it's not like it takes that long, just a couple hours. even with all the backlash and other things, you still work hard and enjoy yourself.

this year for yom kippur, you fast like usual. the only problem is that you hav a new manager, who is not very accepting of you, and sometimes even a bit antisemitic. usually you're allowed a day off to go to sevices and fast, but this year your manager planned a whole day full of public funtions. while one of your concerts, you start feeling lightheaded. you haven't eaten or drunk since last night, and working your body like this is making you super lightheaded. you just make it to the end of the concert, but backstage you change into comfy clothes and fall asleep on the couch.