Regret is a hard emotion to accept

Thinking back on every wrong thing you did during the relationship with Paige makes your heart physically hurt

You remember reading how you can literally die from a broken heart and think that might happen to you.

Paige made mistakes too, you both did, but you loved her. You feel first, and harder.

Paige was the best thing that ever happened to you. Nothing happened in the way you wanted. You just wish you could control your emotions

You had to switch college dorms, everything reminds you of her in your old dorm

You even miss her anger. Her tantrums.

You’re one of the school photographers and they told you they needed you to photograph a basketball game. You agreed easily, you usually photograph the boys so you didn’t think anything of it

Only when you got to the gym you realise you’re supposed to be photographing the girls basketball team. You’re gonna kill coach Geno.

You sigh in resignation, grabbing your camera and snapping pics, trying to avoid Paige. The people in the crowd take enough pictures anyway.

During half time the team goes off to do their own thing and you look back at your camera, fixing the pictures you took and deleting the bad ones

“Not gonna take any pictures of me? Damn I’m hurt” you hear Paige’s voice. The sassiness and pretend annoyance bringing you back to old times