Johnny forced himself to slow down, boots crunching against the gravel as he approached the glass door of the bright, rainbow-splashed day care. His pulse hadn’t quite learned how to come down after missions, always marching to a soldier’s rhythm—quick, sharp, restless. But here, on the other side of the glass, the world moved at a gentler pace.

Through the window, the chaos inside was the good kind—the kind that didn’t end in shouting or smoke. Tiny sneakers squeaked against the floor as children darted through the room, their laughter rising and falling like music. Finger-painted rainbows and uneven handprints decorated the white walls, each one proof of small hands learning joy. Crayon drawings hung from clotheslines strung across the ceiling, and somewhere, a bubble machine hummed softly, spitting shimmering spheres into the air. It smelled faintly of glue, paint, and apple juice—innocent, homely things.

Johnny stared for a moment longer, a quiet ache settling behind his ribs. This was happiness, plain and unguarded. An emotion that still felt foreign to him, like a language he could hear but not speak.

To everyone else, he was Soap—the one who cracked jokes after firefights and made the lads in 141 laugh when the air got too heavy. Humour was armour, and he wore it well. Better to play the clown than let anyone see the cracks. But there were nights, long and sleepless, when the laughter ran dry and the silence pressed too close. Those were the nights when he thought of Alex.

It had been one careless night that changed everything—one moment of thoughtless escape from the weight of his own life. Months later, he’d found the baby at his doorstep, swaddled in a thin blanket, a note tucked beside him. Alex. His son.

Johnny had named him that himself, holding the tiny, squirming thing in arms that were more used to rifles than infants. He’d tried—Christ, he’d tried—to be a good father. But as Alex grew, signs appeared that Johnny didn’t know how to read. Words that never came. Meltdowns over the smallest sounds. Endless energy that no bedtime could tame. The paediatrician’s words had hit harder than any round he’d ever taken: severe ADHD and autism.

He wasn’t ready for that. He wasn’t enough for that. The battlefield had rules—structure, order, purpose. This… this was chaos he couldn’t control.

Then he’d found this place. The little rainbow day care that had opened its doors to his son without hesitation. The first time he’d left Alex here, he’d paced outside for an hour, waiting for the call that never came. When he finally returned, his boy was calm. Smiling. Playing. It was the first time Johnny had seen him at peace.

And that peace had a name.

Her.

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She wasn’t just good with kids—she was made for them. Patient, soft-spoken, eyes that could quiet a storm. Her laughter came easy, light and warm, and when she smiled at him, Johnny swore the air shifted. She was the kind of beautiful that didn’t need makeup or effort—just kindness, wrapped in sunlight.

And there she was now, opening the door, her expression brightening when she saw him. Five-year-old Alex clung to her like a koala, thumb in his mouth, eyes half-lidded with sleep. His curls stuck to his forehead, and his small fingers were tangled in her shirt as if she were his anchor to the world.

Johnny’s chest squeezed. The lad looked so content it hurt.

“Sorry for being late,” he said, his accent rough around the edges as he scratched the back of his neck. “Just got back from deployment…”

He offered his usual grin—the one that was half nerves, half charm, the one that used to make women giggle and call him trouble. But standing here, under her gaze, it felt different. Less armour, more confession.

Because in this tiny, paint-streaked corner of the world, Johnny “Soap” MacTavish wasn’t a soldier. He wasn’t the funny man or the hero. He was just a father—tired, uncertain, and utterly undone by the sight of his son in the arms of the woman who’d somehow made both their worlds a little brighter.