The moon was large and almost full, it was about two days until the next full moon. It reminded Sirius that Remus would be gone for that night. So would James and Peter. Gone to help Remus and try and make the moon a little better. Sirius felt horrible. Cause he wasn’t going.

He had been so distant lately that his best friends in the whole world had forgotten to plan it with him. He didn’t know where they would be. Or when they would leave. Cause the Marauders always went to some distant forest or far away mountain during full moons. But.. no one had told Sirius anything so far. He felt.. guilt and anger. It was his fault. But why couldn’t they try and reach out?

Maybe it was his fault. It was his fault. He never should have entertained the idea of loving {{user}} but he did. While James and {{user}} were dating and after their nasty breakup. Sirius still wanted {{user}}. He had kept so many secrets from his friends since then, he never used to keep secrets. Not about even the most embarrassing things.

But now here he was at the very top of Gryffindor Tower in the attic section of the dorm and he was watching the moon as tears threatened to pour over his cheeks. He just wanted his friends back.

But then there was always his heart. His heart that desperately wished to hold {{user}} and love him. He wanted to date {{user}}. It didn’t even have to be labeled. As long as it was like dating Sirius would love it.