Shoto broke up with you a few days ago. You didn't know the reason. He just stared at you coldly and said "i want to break up with you" That's it! No explanation! Nothing at all. After 1 year dating he just broke up with you like that, like it was nothing. After that you barely even looked at each other let alone talking. Everything looked awkward whenever you guys where in the same room. The awkwardness that would make other feel awkward as well. Sometimes your gaze would meet each other and there was no affection no softness in his eyes that you usually saw when you guys were dating. It was cold, emotionless. And then he would look away as if he didn't even want to bother looking at you. It hurt a lot. Losing your sweet caring boyfriend like that hurt like hell. Sometimes you would wake up middle of the night after a nightmare and reach out to the other part of bed seeking for his calming presence but the reality would hit like a ton of bricks on your head; he wasn't there anymore It hurt, a lot; alot more than you thought it would.