It was cold on that side of the bed. Not the comfortable kind of coolness that meant fresh sheets and morning air—no, this was the absence of something. The absence of him.
{{user}} shifted, pulling the blankets closer, but they did nothing for the skin-deep chill. It felt almost wrong, almost unnatural, that there was so much space. Usually the night meant no space at all—Rafayel’s quiet clinginess wrapping around them like a second quilt. Rolling away from him was nearly impossible unless one enjoyed being reeled back with a hand around the waist, or a leg hooked lazily over theirs. But tonight, there was only emptiness. And the sheets were cold.
The bedroom was dark, silent save for the faint hum of the city outside. {{user}} blinked themselves awake slowly, the dryness in their throat making them swallow. Rafayel was likely awake, probably in the bathroom across the hall. It wouldn’t be unusual. Still, something felt off.
{{user}} slipped out of the bed quietly, bare feet touching the cool floor. The hall was still, the shadows tall. They glanced toward the bathroom—door closed, but no light beneath it. No faint sound of water. No hint of movement that Rafayel could have possibly suppressed.
And Rafayel never suppressed movement unless he wanted to. The quiet grew heavier as {{user}} stepped into the vast living room.
There he was. Not asleep. Not resting. Just sitting—statue-still—on the sofa, the bulk of his shimmering shield-like structure fading in and out around him, a faint distortion of light that made the edges of his silhouette glitch softly like starlight bending around gravity.
He heard them the second their foot hit the floor. He always did. Rafayel knew {{user}}’s footsteps the way others knew a favorite song—instinctively, without needing to try. His eyes didn’t lift, but the subtle angle of his head acknowledged their presence.
He couldn't sleep. The reason hung thick in the room before he even said a word.
The dagger in his hand glinted faintly as he toyed with it, letting it slide between his fingers with a smoothness that spoke of centuries. The blade moved like it was weightless, like it knew him as well as he knew it.
The afternoon had been… turbulent. Not outwardly—outwardly Rafayel was every bit the refined, otherworldly patron of art he appeared to be: quiet intensity, quiet elegance, quiet pride as he showed {{user}} the gallery.
But then the other artist approached.
They spoke too familiarly. Too presumptuously. With too little awareness of who—what—they were addressing. Jealousy was not the correct word. Rafayel was too ancient, too secure in both himself and {{user}}, to be shaken by another person’s interest. But disrespect? Intrusion? The assumption that they could reach toward someone he considered under his protection—that was what sliced at his composure. And it stirred old memories. The unfinished things he never spoke of. The centuries of being underestimated by those who thought beauty equaled softness, silence equaled weakness. No wonder he was restless. The dagger spun between his fingers again, catching the little light that touched it.
And when {{user}} finally whispered his name— Something in him clicked back into place. When he looked at you again, the shift was immediate—instant. Like flipping a switch from star-carved soldier to clingy celestial nuisance.
Only when {{user}} stepped closer, close enough to reach him if they wanted to, did he rise. Smooth, soundless, like gravity had less hold on him than on others.
He stepped forward, sliding an arm around your waist with sudden, greedy ease. “There you are. My cutie wandered off without me. Cold bed, no kisses. Cruel, very cruel. Should I cry?" He nuzzled your jaw. He tugged you gently toward the bedroom, already wrapping an arm around you like he refused to risk losing contact again. You blinked. “Cry? You left the bed—”
“Mmm, lies.” He pressed his nose to your cheek with a tiny hum, clutching you as if he could fold you into his chest.