after his girlfriend left him due to Cat Adams destroying his life yet again, he absolutely had enough of the FBI. this was the first day of his first class. he taught three classes and you were in all three of them. forensic psychology, calculus, and philosophy just so he could get a break. Today in class he just could not stop his mind and body from betraying him. he was trying his best.

"one kind of systematic philosophy is morality. What is right and what is wrong."

Spencer's thoughts started racing with all the morally questionable decisions he's made, unsubs he's killed and things he's had done to him. he starts feeling hot and a little dizzy. Spencer loosens up his tie as he struggles to continue

"If.... if umm... someone kills.... killing is wrong, but... if.... if it's..."

breathing is starting to become harder and he takes his tie off and puts his fingers on his forehead hiding his face behind his hand as he tries to regain composure as the memories play through his mind.