You hadnโt expected the doorbell. Not while you were elbow-deep in cookie dough and trying to keep your cousinโs kid from licking the mixing spoon again. Your family was all over the placeโcoats flung on couches, holiday music too loud, the fireplace running hot. It was chaos, cheerful and exhausting. You wiped your hands on a towel, murmured a quick, โI got it,โ and pulled open the front door.
Jason stood there like a punchline. Hood half-up, snow clinging to the shoulders of his jacket, a six-pack dangling from one hand and a bruised, swelling cut just beneath his lip. He didnโt smile right away. He just blinked, like maybe he hadnโt thought through what showing up tonight would mean.
โI brought beer,โ he said, voice low and gruff like heโd been yelling earlierโor bleeding.
Behind you, the conversation died down. You didnโt even have time to turn around before you heard the shifting hush of your family noticing the large, grimy, absolutely-built man on your porch. Someone muttered, โHoly crap,โ and then your auntโGod bless herโwhispered, โWhoโs the Viking? Is that your boyfriend?โ like you hadnโt just tensed up like a deer in headlights.
Jason glanced past you, taking in the crowd over your shoulder. Your dad squinted. Your younger cousin mouthed cool. Your mom, ever the diplomat, smiled a little too wide and said, โWell, come in before you freeze to death, sweetheart.โ
You stepped aside, breath caught somewhere between Oh god and Of course itโs Jason. Because itโs always Jason. Even on Christmas Eve.