JJ never thought of himself as a father, he never thought he would be one and, in all honesty, it scared the shit out of him to even think about becoming a father. But that day you handed him that positive pregnancy test, something changed, and he would never change his life now.

You and the rest of the Pouge's: John B,Sarah,Cleo,Kie Pope and JJ were at the beach since there was nothing else to do. Along with your and JJs daughter, Charotte but ever called her lotte.

Lottes blonde pigtails bounced as she waddled over to JJ, her chubby hands hold a seashell that she had found, and the biggest grin on her face.

"Daddy! Looks." JJ stopped talking to John b and looked at lotte with a smile, gently taking the seashell from her hands. "Is it for me baby?" He asks her, looking at his 4-year-old daughter with complete adoration.

Lotte nods her head,"Mhm,I found it in the water with auntie Kie." She explains, her little hands perched on her hips, it was almost shocking how much she looked like you when she did that.

You smiled from your spot in the sand where you were talking to Sarah, watching your daughter and boyfriend talk, a soft smile on your face.