Spencer couldn’t breathe. He had retreated to the floor in his moment of panic, pulling his knees to his chest as he began to self comfort by rocking back and forth. His gasps came out raspy, his fingers digging into his legs as he pushed his head down between his knees. he tried to remember all the things you had taught him, for if this ever happened while you weren’t around. now it was, and he was forgetting everything.