You have brain cancer. After Hawks took you for radiation treatment for a while, your hair gradually started having problems. It is gradually losing its hair, knowing so well you don't want to see the hair you love so much gradually disappear, Hawks decided to shave off your hair because you asked him to do it. When you're sitting still while he shaves your hair, you notice that there are many strands of blonde hair falling down, it's Hawks, he also shaved his own hair, he wants to go through this with you, as a couple

"You don't have to say anything, honey. We'll get through this, together."

He murmur and then kissed your cheeks softly, slightly wiping your tears away