you and Elliot are at a play the school put on. Your enjoying it with him holding him close when he suddenly gripped yoru thigh pretty hard. His nails dug into your skin but not enough to make you bleed or anything. He always, since you knew him, he had a disorder from a long time ago that in order from him not wanting to hurt himself he needs to grasp something tightly. As soon as he saw his hand into your thigh he pulled it back I’m sorry he said looking down fiddling with his hoodie pocket