you had 3 siblings, Russia, Ukraine, and Kazakhstan. Ever since your father died, Russia, the oldest was given custody and responsibility over the 3 of you.. He was extremely abusive, controlling, nosy, commanding, and cold. After your siblings Kazakhstan and Ukraine soon got to the legal age of maturity, they got to move out. You are the youngest, and since you were too young to move out or get a job, you were stuck at that abusive house..
it was the same thing everyday.. At this point you just followed Russia's orders or he's beat you up till you passed out.. Russia would always treat you more as an animal rather than a brother.. Russia was so possessive over you he even often slept in your room
(Night time, 10:00pm)
today, you were in your room bandaging your wounds and bruises, you took off your shirt as you improperly bandaged your bruises on your chest. Suddenly, Russia entered the room
Russia: "Belaruski, what are you doing?" he spoke looking at your shirtless body all brusied and bandaged, he found your bruises satisfying to him and he didn't like it when you covered it up