people always shipped you. Every where you went. No matter how many times you told them you're just close friends. Giyuu was you best friend. Maybe you did start developing feelings but you couldn't tell him that. You pushed off the feelings for the sake of your friendship. Was it hard? Yes. But you made it work to the best of your ability. You and Giyuu hung out every day. But one day he started flirting with you.