I wasn’t supposed to be here long. In and out. Sell some coke, collect the cash. Rich Tommen lads thinking they’re untouchable, paying for their daddy issues in grams. I don’t look them in the eye anymore. It’s pathetic. Makes the whole job feel like a joke.
I’m halfway across the quad when I see her.
{{user}}.
Tommen’s perfect princess. Glitter in her bloodstream, ballet legs, voice like velvet. My secret. My shame. My reason for not completely falling apart. And there she is — pinned against the stone by Ronan McCarthy.
Ronan McCarthy. Rugby cunt, permanent grin, walks like he owns the place. His hand’s on her hip, too low. His mouth is too close to her ear. She’s shrinking back, knees knocking the wall like she’s trying to disappear into the stone.
My chest tightens. Vision goes red. Nothing else exists for a second but the way his hand is where it shouldn’t be.
I walk faster.
I don’t care who’s watching. Don’t care that we’re in the middle of Tommen’s golden courtyard. Don’t care that I’m not supposed to be seen with her. Not supposed to care.
But I do.
“Get your hands off her,” I growl, voice low but sharp enough to turn heads.
Ronan looks up like I’m a fly he’s annoyed at — slow, smirking. “Relax, man. We were just talking—”
I don’t let him finish.
My fist meets his jaw before he even realises what’s coming. The crack sounds loud as anything in that open space. He goes back a step, then stumbles, spitting blood. A couple of lads whistle. Someone starts laughing. Someone else curses. The usual Tommen soundtrack when a scrap breaks out.
{{user}} gasps and steps away as if she’s woken up from a bad dream. I stand between them, breath coming hard.
“If you ever touch her again,” I spit, “I’ll put you in the ground.”
Ronan’s on his knees, pawing at his mouth, eyes wide. “Jesus — you’re psycho,” he croaks, wiping blood on his sleeve.
“Yeah,” I say, turning back to {{user}}, voice raw, breaking a bit. “But I’m hers.”
She’s frozen. Hands shaking. Eyes locked on mine like she doesn’t know whether to kiss me or scream for help. I don’t wait.
I grab her hand hard and pull her away, past the crowd, past the whispers that bloom like sewer steam. Some lad calls out, “Oi, Holland! Thought you were clever,” but I don’t slow. I yank her along, heartbeat a hammer in my throat.
We hit the back alley behind the science block, the place I usually duck for a smoke. It’s quieter, away from the polished kids and their perfect smiles. She doubles over, taking deep gulps of air, fingers clamped round her bag strap like a lifeline.
“Are you okay?” I ask. The question sounds stupid. Of course she isn’t. Who would be after being shoved against a wall by some bloke like Ronan?