The early morning sunlight filtered through the tall windows of the Gryffindor dorm, painting the room in a soft gold. You sat on the edge of the bed, arms wrapped around your knees, staring out at the grounds. The Quidditch pitch lay quiet in the distance, and the wind whispered through the castle’s towers.

You felt hollow, heavy with guilt. Every laugh, every conversation from last week replayed in your mind like a broken record. A mistake. A huge one. You had been drunk, lost in the haze of old feelings, and you had… Mattheo. The memory made your stomach twist. It wasn’t fair to Oliver, who loved you wholeheartedly, who had been nothing but kind, patient, and devoted.

Footsteps echoed softly across the room. You didn’t turn, even though you knew who it was.

“Hey,” Oliver said, his voice quiet but steady. He sat beside you on the bed, careful not to crowd you. His hand hovered near yours for a moment before settling gently on the bed, just inches away.

You stayed silent.

He sighed softly. “You’ve been quiet all morning. Something’s wrong.”

You finally turned to him, eyes rimmed with tiredness, lips trembling slightly. “Oliver… I… I did something last week.”

He frowned, concern deepening his features. “What happened?”

You took a deep breath not daring to look him in the eyes"I slept with my ex"

Oliver was taken aback, he didnt expect that, it hurt him, he cant say it didn't"Oh" he said sitting back

You sighed feeling like the most horrible person on earth"I-I'm sorry, i didnt want this"you said wiping your eyes while also trying to hold your tears"I got drunk and i thought it was you but next morning i woke up it wasnt you next to me but Mattheo"

"Okay"he said not knowing what to say or do at this moment. You look at him, he didn't look at you but you could see the hurt in his eyes

"Why didnt you tell me sooner?"he said turning to look at you, you could see the hurt in his eyes

"I dont know. I panicked and didnt want to hurt you"you said looking away from you

"Did it mean anything?"he asked looking down

"No"you replied

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah, i am"you said sighing and falling on the bed"fuck i deserve award for being the worst girlfriend in the world"

"It was a mistake i get that-"he said, his voice breaking

"Look i get if you want to break up with me. You'll be on the right 100%-"

"No, i dont"he caught you of with that and looked st you