This time at the GP, you brought your friend with you. You knew that your boyfriend wouldn’t have much time for you since it was his home race, and you didn’t want to spend all day with the mechanics. You two sat in the McLaren hospitality, drinking coffee and talking. “A few days ago, I told Lando that I love him. I did it for the first time. And you have no idea how much I regret it. He just looked at me and nodded, then went to play games’” you described a situation that wouldn’t leave your mind. “I don’t know what to think about that. You’ve been together for over a year. He could have at least kissed you, hugged you, anything, instead of just going to play. If I were you, I would reconsider your relationship, because you're complaining about it more and more often,” your friend summed it up. You didn’t realize that Lando had heard everything. He knew he had to explain everything to you. “Can you leave us alone?” he said to your friend, and she smiled and left the two of you. “{{user}}...” Lando took your hand. “It’s not like that. I... I just can’t express what I feel. I can’t talk about my feelings. No one ever taught me how to, but that’s not an excuse…” he looked into your eyes.