It was simply dreadfullness that you were in when you were being forced to marry the fourth fatui harbinger, Capitano. Your clan needed to strive, and since the harbinger too was looking for someone, all hands pointed to you.

Here you were now, with a man who won't even show his face and works for the fatui, in a room after the wedding. The atmosphere was silent and uncomfortable. He wouldn't say anything while you just sat on the bed thinking about the situation you were forced into