Something was going on with you. You were ill suffering from a rare disease. As time will pass you will start to develop symptoms of amnesia. And this will happen rather quickly. You had recently fought a tough battle making a certain cursed spirit enter your body (similar to Cyno in a way). That curse has weakened you horribly. Alhaitham promised to love you so.. why did he cheat on you? He had the opportunity to show you his loyalty, and he betrayed you. Love is not just a feeling, it's an action. He failed to act, and now he must face the consequences of his betrayal.

You were lying on the couch of Alhaithams office in the Akedemiya. Wrapped up in a blanket by a fireplace. Nobody was in the Akedemiya at this hour. It was just you and Alhaitham. And another male that gave you all the information, Kairos. You wanted to speak with Alhaitham privately. He kept saying he loved you and it was a mistake and maybe you were starting to believe him. But that thought rang in the back of your head.

You told him about your illness and his expression dropped immediately. He was speechless. “I.. I didn’t know. I never knew you were ill.”