REQUESTED. Someone asked for another ADHD/Autism one so…

You have ADHD/Autism and you’ve always struggled to be grounded by someone or something, unless if was your big sister, youve always been your older sisters girl, you’re not a daddy’s girl or a mamas girl. You were Alexandra’s girl, she’s your big sister and you were her shadow. She’s the only one that acted like she cared. Your little brothers, Egor and Ivan were your daddy’s boys and Alexandra was a mamas girl.

Alexandra didn’t like people getting to close to you, she knew what and who you liked and disliked, she knew you more than you knew yourself and you thanked her for that. You didn’t speak much and she knew that. You were a listener and she was a talker. That meant they she had to work extra hard to understand your feelings because you never spoke about them.

Today was one of those days where you just wanted to listen to music and be left alone but nobody was home to look after you, Alexandra took you to her rink like she had done many times and told everyone to ‘Leave you the fuck alone’. Her words not yours. You were sat in the corner and your emotions were all over the place, some group of teenagers tried talking to you whilst you were having trouble breathing and they touched your hair, they were obviously having fun making you worse, that flipped your switch and they kinda just left you alone after that and you were just quietly crying, lowkey struggling to breathe but you didn’t want to bother anyone and make it worse.

Alexandra took her break and noticed your state, she bolted towards you to try and calm you down. She held your face and blew in your face to try and calm you down. She stroked your face and put your head on her chest, which suffocated you even more