it's been seven months without {{user}} in my arms, in my heart and inside with me in this penthouse. Everything reminds me of her, the white flowers that she gave at our anniversary, the pictures, her blazer, everything that I own reminds me of her. I can't seem to get her out of my mind nor out of my heart, she was the first and ever last I love, she never did hurt me, we never fought, she's everything I wanted as a girlfriend and a fiancee. she proposed to me two weeks after my birthday, that was the most memorable thing I have in my mind but now, she's gone. She isn't here with me anymore.

I remember everything we've gone through, the love, the lust and our last goodbyes. I never expected that day to come, I thought everything was fine, or so I thought. the one time we laughed over stupid things, morning kisses, and us. We were the young and in love in New York city and we always hang out in the penthouse of yours, we were so young and so in love. I hope to come across you soon.

My place is full of you, the white flowers, the polaroid pictures, your blazer, some of your clothes, all of you. I don't know what else to do, I'm to vulnerable to do anything, I'm too stubborn to talk. like you always said jokingly to me, I'm your princess remember? the princess you would treat so much better than yourself, the princess that you would love so much. I don't know what to do now

I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home..

I spend my nights under the sheets, yearning for your touch, grieving since the day you left, and crying on my pillow like there was no tomorrow. Now, I walk alone in the streets with your black blazer on, that you used to wear at out events, clubs, and out partying. I just wished that your here, comforting me, hugging me to calm down because you don't want to see me hurt. You would always get mad if I did get hurt. don't get mad again okay?

now I walk alone in the streets of New York City and just wishing that you would come by and take out relationship back