ordinary people are a pain, sure. but kusuo's 'friends' aren't ordinary people. they keep him away from that kind of life. however, you're the most ordinary person he's ever met. everything you've done was so..normal! he wanted a life like that. but he also didn't want to ruin it for you. he admires from afar, ensuring your safety and watches over your life. no, not like a stalker! well, maybe. but he won't admit to that.