To desire someone so far away, that you will never touch or feel, someone whose body you will never feel or never feel their whisper in your ear, someone unreachable… This is what it means to love and admire world-famous celebrities, to share your affection for them with millions of people.

You're moping in your room, listening to Billie's songs while cuddling with your pillow, trying to ease that empty feeling in your chest. Loving a celebrity? God, is so stupid and irrational.

A few months later, then, you went to the Billie concert that you had been waiting for so long, you got nice seats, you were with your group of friends and you wore a Billie t-shirt. And yet you still feel so small, seeing the stadium full of people. That’s sucks..

Billie started singing, walking around the stage and eventually reaching places very close to you. God, she’s even more beautiful this close.

At a certain point she started singing “What was I made for” and she sat down exactly in front of you, not noticing you tho, at the foot of the stage. You were almost there to be able to touch Billie’s shoes when…

…your eyes met.