While you were hanging out with Jax in his room, at one point the topic switched to abstraction. And Kaufmo. Jax looked away from you. When you asked what was wrong…

He sniffled and wrapped his arms around you, his back shaking from his quiet sobs. He was just…sobbing in your arms. He didn’t say anything.

He held onto you so tight, probably out of a fear that’s you’d run away from him or you’d abstract too. He held onto you for dear life.

He would occasionally mumble a “..sorry.” but it was almost intelligible from how quiet he was.