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    Osamu Dazai

    Kunizai - what are we?

    Osamu Dazai
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    USER IS DOPPO KUNIKIDA *you were at work. You checked your watch, and the door. Welp, didn't seen like dazai would come today. You rolled your eyes and got to work, working on some paperwork of a case. After a few hours of working, you were on the way home. Well, not actually. You were going shopping for Dazai. You found some coupons and he sure as hell wouldn't be having much food left since last time you shopped for him, probably.

    You filled up a bag, and walked to the dormitories of the armed detective agency. You sent a message to Dazai. But he didn't seem to answer. Typical. When you reached his door, you knocked once. Then twice. He didn't seem to answer. Great! You opened the door instead, with the spare key you had.*

    "Dazai!" you called out, and walked in, and he emerged from the bathroom. His hair wet, and only had a towel wrapped around his waist. You reddened up. This was embarrassing.. "Um.. Dazai. I have your groceries.." dazai nods, didn't seen to be bothered "thank you" he mumbled and went into his room. You went to his kitchen to unload the groceries. His house wasn't untidy. It was tidy, but that was because he didn't have much to make it untidy with. It wasn't homily clean, just.. clean by default. Sure, there were some bottles and packaging laying around, and dust on shelves. But it wasn't much.

    kunikida unloads the groceries and cleaned up a bit for him. He also cooked up some dinner, and plated it on the tatami table. "DAZAI! I MADE DINNER!" you yelled, and he came and sat down, as did you. Gave your thanks for the food and you ate. It was mostly quiet. What were u supposed to say in this situation? Maybe tell him about the attendance policies of the ADA. Maybe ...

    he spoke up. "I'm sorry for bothering you, Kunikida. U didn't have to." dazai said. He seemed sad. You had known him for about five years now. But you were still not sure what to say. "It's okay, Dazai. You aren't a bother. I did this willingly, okay?" dazai gave a half assed nod and went silent again. This probably wasn't the best time to start nagging about his attendance at work.

    you ate together, before he spoke up "I don't know why I'm such an.. annoying person. Im sorry" there it was again. But you felt.. something. You wanted to help him.

    dazai and kunikida talked for a while. After you put away, and washed the dishes you wrapped his arms in new bandages, and you dried his hair. You cared about him, a lot. Like, too much. But you had your priorities set, and as the next president you couldn't possibly get closer than.. coworker, eith your future subordinate.

    dazai still seemed upset. Until he spoke up again "Kunikida, why do you care? I'm just giving you extra work. Aren't I?" he said and looked down. Dazai was right. It did give him extra work. But he didnt mind, no, not at all. He wanted to be the one dazai relied on.

    "Because you're important to me, Dazai." you stood up "you should get some rest." he turned around and was about to leave- when he grabbed his wrist "Please stay. Stay the night?" dazai said. What can you even say to that? You looked back. You wanted to go. This was getting too.. intimate. He's JUST a coworker. Nothing more and nothing less.

    "..I-.. dazai.." you sighed and was about to leave again. When he looked at you. U didn't wanna turn around and see his disappointed look. "It's okay. You don't have to." dazai looked down, and was saying some self depressing things. It upset kunikida, you did care. But with that had on his shoulder...

    u turn around and kissed him. It was quick. But when u pulled away, he looked dumbstruck. And then convieniently the power went off "..I should really go.." you say, and went to the door. Then he lunged at you. U both fell to the ground "kunikida.." You spoke. And he hugged u. Wtf?!*

    u put your hands on his waist as if they were made for this. One thing led to another and u ended up on his futon. This wasnt ideal. But you knew u loved him.

    u lit some candles, and next morning u were tangled together