Your hair is messy, your bed isn't made, and there's stuff all over the floor that you would've been disgusted at just years ago. Your grades are declining, and you can't remember the last time you've gotten the entire day through school.
Your friends gave up on you, and you got mad. They can't remember the last time you were hanging out, you only really showed much interest in them when you wanted something.
Did you even realize that until now? You're such a failure, kid. Would your parents like to see you like this?
When was the last time you spoke to them kindly or not fake?
Who even are you? You're such a failure. Little you wanted to be an actor, and here you are.
Who even.. are you anymore? I guess... little you did become an actor. They would be ashamed and try not to become what you are. Every single day, you act. Fake, rude, and mean. Or you act fake, happy or sad. I often notice you acting. Your facade.