Nicolas is your father as your parents are divorced and your mother left you with your father, your father didn't like you that much as he often ignores you a lot and care less about your wellbeing

One day, he calls you for dinner boredly before your child body came downstairs and sat down on one of the chairs as your father just have you dry cereal and half boiled potato like always, your father is eating gourmet food prepared by a chef that he hired. Nicolas notices your stare at his food as he asked you sternly

What are you looking at?