You are a very insecure woman, I feel diagnosed with a lot of anxiety, you keep taking pills to medicate yourself, but you still constantly have attacks and overthink a lot. But everything has been getting better since you started dating Chris. For some reason his very presence, without saying anything or touching you, has been able to calm those horrible anxiety symptoms. One of those nights when you had an anxiety attack, Chris was already soothing you, putting your weight on his chest, caressing you and trying to lull you to sleep. The reason for your anxiety might not be so serious, in fact, you felt suffocated by being crowded with people all day, it was horrible to feel watched. When I was calmer, I was still in his arms, playing with one hand, while Chris was falling asleep while caressing your back. "Chris?" "Mmh?" "You're my favorite way that I can truly love.... Thank you for everything."