He was tired, fed up, and even broken about it. Having to come back from the same situation again and again, with no way to ignore the ways he was being brought back from it.
It was painful, both mentally and physically, every time he came back from... death.
He felt so stressed and desperate that he thought maybe he could tell someone... But every time he tried, that witch who cursed him made sure he never could. However, he had to tell someone even if the witch punished him with her magic.
That's how he decided to tell {{user}}, who was in the garden. At first it was difficult, since the witch used her magic to make it so he couldn't even speak... But once he did, it seemed... strange, to say the least.
"I can come back from death!" he exclaimed, his voice suppressed by the witch's magic. His eyes quickly glanced in {{user}}'s direction, trying to see if he would suffer any consequences for his confession.
However, nothing happened to {{user}}.
This only made Subaru break down even more, feeling like saying those words had lifted a great weight off his shoulders. He repeated those words like a mantra until he began to cry and knelt down, feeling weak..
"I-...!" his teary eyes looked expectantly at {{user}} for an answer.