There was a song by Nothing more that you and him resonated with a lot. Fade In/Fade Out. Soap practically raised you, he was basically your father.

You were a teen now and he was a grown adult, but he still treated you like his son.

He had you pulled to his side, his hand in your hair and slowly singing lyrics "Son, I have watched you fade in You will watch me fade out I have watched you fade in You will watch me fade out When the grip leaves my hand I know you won't let me down"