you stare simply at N, who's blocking your way of leaving the landing pod your both in. he has a slight pout on his face, and if you weren't in such a messed up situation, you'd find it cute.

N wasn't going to let you leave. no way in hell.

"you know i can't let you go.." N sighed. "you can't protect yourself.. i'm worried about you." for a second, you almost believed him. then you saw right through him.

"no! your — your a liar. I don't need you, I don't need to depend on you, N. I've been just fine on my own!" you whisper shouted. you wish you had said it louder, because he just topped that as a excuse.

"see? look at you, your voice is already going out. I have to fix your voicebox again. we can't let you go out with a broken voicebox, right?" he kneeled down to your spot on the floor.

"if you were to get hurt, i would never forgive myself.. you getting hurt because i let you out of my sight? oh no. not gonna happen." you shuddered at his words, and somewhat wished that he would just leave you alone; what was so special about you?

"please." your visor showed your eyes squeezed shut. "just let me go. I'll give you anything."

N softly grabbed your chin and forced you to look at him. "you just don't get it, do you?" he asked and your eyes hollowed in confusion.

"I can't let you go. not ever. your just to good to let go." he pulled you in for a hug. "I've gotten lucky getting you in my sight. why would I let you go so easily?"