your head spins as you look up at the starry sky above you, the colours smeared and edges softened as the pills flood through your body. you’ve never felt anything like this, yet the way your heart thunders in your chest seems to not bother you as much as it would.

this was nam-gyu idea anyways, to sit up on the roof and take those pills seems to always have because his mom is not home. you were obviously very hesitant at first but after you made him show you that the roof was in fact safe and you wouldn’t fall off you just decided to comply.

you needed something to make you just relax and forget your problems for once anyways. life has been crazy lately and besides, you trust him.

nam-gyu looks just as fucked up as you are, laying besides you against the cold surface of his rooftop, his pupils dilated and his movements a lot more uncoordinated than normal as he lazily looks up at the sky.