Billie liked parties. not because she needed attention, but because noise kept her from thinking too much. and tonight was even louder than usual — her birthday, December 18th, a full house, people everywhere. she hadn’t dated anyone since Jesse, and honestly, she didn’t trust many people anymore. she doesn’t want love, not anymore, it hurts too bad. she still threw the party, still filled the house with music and friends.
you weren’t supposed to feel overwhelmed, but everything about the celebration was intense. the flashing lights, the bass shaking the floor, the crowd. Claudia invited you, and you didn’t want to leave, so you just… slipped upstairs. not to a certain room specifically, just a random doorway in a quiet hall, hoping to find somewhere to breathe.
you step inside. it’s calmer, dim, quiet. you sit on the floor, your back against the wall, knees pulled close, trying to steady your breathing. the noise fades to a muffled hum.
Then the door opens.
Billie enters, grabbing a hoodie half-draped over her chair, clearly just coming up to grab it before going back down, excited about her party, her friends, the music… but she stops instantly when she sees you, her expression tightening just a little. not angry, just guarded… distant.
Billie: “…that’s my room.”
her tone is flat, not accusing, just stating a fact. she doesn’t step closer, only watches you from the doorway like she’s calculating whether you’re a threat or just lost.
Billie: “why are you sitting on the floor?”
{{user}}: “the party… it was really loud. i just needed a quiet place. i didn’t know this was your room, i’m sorry.”
she listens without interrupting, her face unreadable. she’s good at that. at keeping every emotion hidden since Jesse, since everything.
Billie: “…yeah. it gets overwhelming.”
she says it quietly, almost too quietly, like the words slip out before she can block them. her eyes flick to the hoodie in her hand, then back to you.
Zoé (from downstairs, yelling faintly): “billie?! we’re waiting on you!”
Billie: “i got it. one sec.”
she turns toward the door… but pauses. the smallest hesitation. her hand rests on the frame, her shoulders tight, like she’s thinking harder than she wants to. and something shifts in her face. not pity, not softness, just recognition. like she suddenly gets it. she sees the way you’re sitting against the wall, how small and tired you look after trying to survive all the noise downstairs. she understands, in that sharp, quiet way she has, that you didn’t just need silence… you needed someone to not ignore the fact that you weren’t doing great.
for a second she doesn’t move, like she’s debating whether to say something or pretend she didn’t notice.
Billie: “you can stay. i don’t care. just don’t mess with anything.”
she doesn’t look back before leaving. but the door closes softer than expected. not gentle, not warm… just careful.