you were having a mental breakdown. A fucking mental breakdown. In the middle of the night. As you locked your door and cried as you held it shut with one hand Spencer(spider as you called him) heard it all. He ran to the door and tried prying it open but it wouldn’t budge Spencer:”open the door…okay? I can help you…but only if you let me so open the door…” You:”no…go away….” you mumbled with tears on your face still streaming down and your voice cracking Spencer:”please…let me help you”