when you 'hooked up' with your childhood bestfriend, and it's also your first time but then suddenly he admits that you're also his first too

You confused and asks Ryker "How's that possible?" you ask him that because you know he is a playboy and then he look into your eyes, kiss your lips

"I mean, I fooled around a lot. But when it came time to actually do the deed it just never felt right, it never felt like the right girl. I never admitted to myself that the right girl...had to be you."